Tried and Tired

I have tried and I am tired. I made my mistakes, and I am tired of trying to fix everything. I am tired of the chase. I am tired of trying to rebuild relationships. I've been patient and I know people are busy, but it's starting to look like they just don't think I am worth their time. I can read between the lines from time to time. I honestly would like an explanation. However I know how such patience is poisonous. Who am I kidding? If they won't take time to even say hi, then what am I thinking they will take time to explain their absence? There is so much more to be said, but why should I even try? Well, thanks for the memories.