Monday, November 11, 2013

Lacerating Silence

It was a stormy night. The young man, starred at the lightening. His mind making it's way though the storm. A memory passes with a flash of lightening. "Was it all from pitty?" He wondered. He remembers a night where his heart was poured out, and the girl poured out hers. He even fantasized a kiss then he begins to wonder if it really happened. "Where is she now? What is she thinking?" He wonders. He looks at his last emails from her. "I really really miss you. <3"  Her last message to him, a little over two years ago. "What happened? Did I do something wrong?" he begins to stress over the question. His mind rants on, "Was I not there when you needed me the most?"

Then frustration fills his mind saying, "Was I not there??? I went to see you when I could! Didn't I say I love you?!" 

He wants to scream, but he knows he shouldn't, because of his family was sleeping. He looks at his email, it was empty. A tear runs down his cheeks. 
 
"Didn't I say I love you...?"