Monday, October 6, 2008

Mind and Madness

With music flowing into his ears and eyes closed, the young man prepares to dwell into the most dangerous place of all, the Mind. Darkness is all that can be seen, but pain and confusion is all that can be felt. Words of pain, regret, loss fill his ears, "No one wants to know the present! No one wants to hear the present!" they scream. Even though the words are in Japanese, he can understand them.

A sigh comes out of his mouth. The trance was lost. He again must refocus his mind....

As Moonlight Sonata plays from his playlist, the boy can see a vision. He see's an old man sitting alone in front of a fireplace. But in the future and alone. The dead eyes were full of regret in pain. The boy then looks at the man's neck, he then knew it was himself.

A new tune comes into play. A light hearted one. Happiness..... Soothing. No doubt this was Dearly Beloved by the Kingdom Hearts.... Alas the solo is short lived.....

A song by a J-Rock band call Dir en Grey. The song was called Kasumi. Though it was beautiful, he did not understand the lyrics. No doubt the song was about love. Maybe that's what the boy felt what was missing. The colors of Love. The song is now over....

Maybe Love was what all he needed, to feel the sweet lips of Love. Then again all he needed was companionship, someone where he can confide all his secrets too. For the sake of his sanity. He is too young for love after all.

Won't someone listen to my story? Won't someone hold me lovingly and warmly? Why these thoughts? Why ask for help? God help me. I ask you to comfort me and love me. Please pour out your blessings of love to me. Send your army of angels to guide me. Protect me from melicious devils. Keep Satans army away from my mind.

These thoughts rattled thoughout his mind. He eyes were heavy, but the thought of Love still hovered through his head.

If there is somebody who wishes for my companionship, please let it be known to me! Why hide it from me? Please is you have those feelings tell me.

The young man's heart ached for companionship and intimacy. Eternal slumber would seem so easy. To sleep and never wake up. To stay in a dream, a neverending dream or nightmare.... Nonetheless it was a never ending adventure..... A Never Ending Story.....


Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Battle for the Soul, A Requiem for a Dream pt. II

That dream.....


So unreal, but still felt so real.


Once again I lay my head down.


My eyes close, I say to myself, "Let this be the Final,"


Just as the words left my mouth, everything turns black...

Once again, I face the horror of my sins.

"Lets end this.... Pitiful Soul" my sins uttered with the tip of it's sword pointed toward me.

The sky darkened with black by what seems like a wave bats and crows.

Soon enough the wave of darkness comes pouring toward me.

The Holy Army rushes to my side, and they all bow their heads and pray.

"Bow your head, and raise you shield, young mortal, for the arrows of Doubt seek to destory our faith!" Michael commanded me.

As I raise my shield, light domes around me and the angelic army.

The arrows seem to be repulsed by this shield of light.

A sudden rush of glory rushed in my veins and I was compelled me to cry out,"No arrow from Hell's army can peirce my faith!"

I quickly realize I wasn't alone in the battle cry, for the angelic army cried out aswell.

I stare into the darkness as it is repulsed by my shield. Suddenly I see a thin line of fire blast through he darkness.

Legion came rushing at me with his fiery sword.

With furious rage he bashed on my shield.

With such strong force and momentum, left knee collapsed onto the ground.

He planted his foot onto my chest and I was on the ground staring up at my foe.

One more his hand reached for my throat.

He picked me up, choking the life out of me.

As everything started turning black, an bright flash struck his chest, and breath returned to me once again.

The arrow had seemed to be deflected by his massive chest plates.

He grasped the arrow as it layed in the dirt, and repeatedly jabbed his armoured chest with his arrow.

He continued the mockery until the shaft splintered into pieces and the arrow head just a chunk of blessed steel.

Not making a single dent or scratch, he mockingly bellowed out to angelic army and the army of hellspawns,"No arrow, no mace, no axe, no spear, and no blade forged from Angels can even fathom to even scratch the armour forged by Lucifer!!!"

The army of darkness bursted into laughter, taunting the army of light.

I took my stand and pointed my sword toward him.

"My Sword of the Spirit will not only slash through your hellish shell, but I will send you and your legion of sin, back to Hell!" I challenged.

This only intensified the outburst of laughter of the Hellspawn army.

"I beckon you to try, foolish boy!" Legion said with fury.

Instantly he swung his sword, and I too swung mine to connect with his.

Everything suddenly slowed down around me.

Our swords sliced through the air but it was so slow, it seemed as if hardly anything was moving.

From that moment I felt fully at peace.

My sword felt weightless and my body moved with grace.

I closed my eyes and prayed,"My Lord and Maker, you are my sword and shield, allow me to banish this demon and his legion back into the Oblivion!"

As I finished my prayer and opened my eyes, everything was now back into full motion.

Our swords made contact, but my sword seemed to have sliced through not only his armour and body, but his sword aswell.

"Back to Hell, Legion and take your wretches with you!!!" a loud voice thundered out from above.

The Army of Hell and Legion shrieked and shrilled with anger and fustration of bitter damnation.

A rift in the ground opened and thorny came spewing from the hole dragging every Hellspawn down the fissure.

I heard cheering and rejoycing all around me.

Love and Life birthed into the battlefield, consuming the putrid waste the Armies of Hell had left behind.

As angels danced all around me, Azrael came to me and we embraced as if two long lost brother were once again reunited.

"Precious Soul, you now have a choice, stay here and live in paradise, or serve our Lord by returning to you earthly body and spread your story to every mortal on Earth," Azrael inquiered.

"By spreading your story, will be marked in stars and lead humanity into a different destiny," the he revealed to me.

As I thought of my answer, the angel smiled at me and winked.

It shall be done, and I will forever guide you to the rightous path, the path of Higher Spirit of Good.

I smiled and closed my eyes.

I was suddenly awaken by the bells of the church.

I now live my life, knowing the path I live was made by the Heavens....