Not Giving In

Everyone says they see the misery in my eyes, they say they can hear the pain in my voice. They say I should not be living this way. Then I ask, what is the answer, but they don't know, or they don't think they should say. Then what is the point in telling me? I don't believe I am in pain or misery, or am I seriously so deep in it, I just don't notice it anymore? I am sure it's natural to feel less than a person from all those around you. I am sure everyone is struggling just the same. Perhaps my struggles aren't much compared to those around me. Or is it my love for life, that masks the severity of the darkness that is inside me? How do you talk to anyone about this? I think I am alone in my own world.