So...?

This month has been baffling. So many unanswered questions. So little time to ponder. In a way I am losing my head. I haven't been thinking clearly. I haven't been aware, vigilant, and my reactions have been slow. Maybe it's due to the lack of sleep.

So I just recently finished the first season of my favorite anime. I am actually starting to resent the whole series now. It's making me bitter again. Maybe I should stop. It brings up so many hurtful emotions. Envy and bitterness being the strongest.

I am actually wondering if anyone is reading this? If anyone is, I wonder if they are thinking, "Oh great, this emo shit again?"

Maybe I am just not thinking straight.

Yeah I am losing it, what can you do about it?

Loose Ends

So many unfinished stories. So where is my inspiration? Will I continue my series of the grisly murders? Or will I abandon the rituals? What every happened to the boy with three crosses? What every happened to my writing?

So many unsolved mysteries. Where is that suited slender figure? Is he stalking me? You? Did we see something we weren't supposed to? It was only last week I saw that circle. I wonder... I need to see it again...

There is less than a week to prepare for another change in my life. I have to thank you, if I haven't met you then I would have cut myself off from many. I am glad my friends didn't hangout with me that last night at the convention, or else I would have never met you. If you read this. I am not sure anymore. I always wanted to know how you were doing, but I guess I don't ask. No hard feelings, none taken from me. I am only now sorry that I was never there for you.