Sacrifice ME

Someone help. I just can't do it. I am so desperate. I have been contemplating some ideas. Is it worth it? If I died will there be peace? Will the love flow? I know I am being a baby, but i just can't take it anymore. I just want rest. I feel so heavy. I feel so crushed. I feel so broken. Right now I just want to cry, but I am at work. Please, please, please, just let me rest. I am spilling my guts screaming, crying, on my inside. If it will bring peace, just take me. How fragile is man? How easy it is to tip over the edge. Is it so easy to stumble towards the slaughter? The heart so desires peaces.

The Prayer for Peace... and a Heart Attack.

Father please give true peace amongst my loved ones. Everyday she sees her, her soul is pulled to hell, and I see the hate in her heart. God please give her peace and reconciliation. Her bitterness tears me to the heart. I cannot survive this pain. My heart is being ripped asunder. The bitterness poisons me. Lord please let there be love over flowing between the two. I can feel the heart attack coming... Father please give wisdom to the fool. For she is arrogant and she rebukes those who point out her flaws. Her tongue is like a hurricane that stirs the calm sea. She has never apologized and reconciled with even those who have drowned. Her intelligence makes others feel foolish and makes the meek give way to her waves. Lord please give us peace. I can feel the heart attack coming... Lord I am being torn. Please give me rest, I feel the heart attack coming.