Just Talk

As of late, my memory has been failing me. I seem to make more careless errors nowdays compared to just several years back. I am not sure the cause. Every so often I find myself a little depressed, because I have not been able to remember any dreams. Sometimes I catch myself day dreaming about the dreams I had in the past. I wish that I could perhaps re-live them again. I wonder if any of it would make more sense if I did happen to have the same dreams again. I find it interesting as of late all my dreams that I do rememeber are post-apocalyptic. I wonder if that means something? Well I am hoping to make up a whole new storyline about the end of the world. The story is written to help my girlfriend with her computer arts class. She wants to draw out a comic/manga storyline to practice her skills. I am planning to set the story in the middle of the great war between Hell and Humanity. This storyline is pretty much in the same universe as my other stories. Hopefully since we have a goal in mind, I can actually finish writing out the whole storyline.

Riot Feeling

Even on my 22nd annual my heart feels heavy and my throat feels taught. I was happy. Alas not even on this joyous day do I escape the riot in my heart. Maybe it's well deserved, but I was  hoping not to be troubled on this day. I was hoping for finally peace amongst all. I can feel the tears already welling up. I am a fool. 

The Machinations of Me

There I layed, reading letters of days past. Slowly I remember the words I left around for you to find. And you did find them, however it was not clear if you knew they were for you. Nevertheless you said words that seemed to respond to mine, and i replyed with words that also seemed to address yours. Oh how we played this game of cat and mouse. Always I felt the need to chase you. Come chase me why don't you?