I wonder.

My love, why do you keep silent?
Why do you talk to me when you need me?
You know I am insecure.
Why do you torture me so?
You know I want your company.
I feel so alone.
Why do you silence up?

My angel, I do not mean to be mute.
The reason you don't hear from me, is because I care for you.
I see myself as a pest.
Please forgive me, my heart aches to know that I am hurting you.
My heart longs for your company and your love.
Everyday, I am silent, I suffer as well.
I only wish for what is best for you.
I ask for you forgiveness.
I love you.
Do you love me?

And I woke up, this was all a dream. She loves another and now I am alone.