Sacrifice ME

Someone help. I just can't do it. I am so desperate. I have been contemplating some ideas. Is it worth it? If I died will there be peace? Will the love flow? I know I am being a baby, but i just can't take it anymore. I just want rest. I feel so heavy. I feel so crushed. I feel so broken. Right now I just want to cry, but I am at work. Please, please, please, just let me rest. I am spilling my guts screaming, crying, on my inside. If it will bring peace, just take me. How fragile is man? How easy it is to tip over the edge. Is it so easy to stumble towards the slaughter? The heart so desires peaces.