Not a Monster.... Just Human

As I walked my dog, I see there was no moon.
Ah what a depressing sight.
I wished to be a child of the night.
Even if there was a moon out, it would need to be full.
Even if it was full, I would scream and growl as loud I possibly could,
Nothing would happen.
No one would come out to investigate.
Even my dog won't look at me.
Meh I can't even change into a wolf XD

Maybe I am just not ready for school again.
I am just tired and stressed.

In Memory of the Flower and the Tears....

Let us never forget.

The day when one of my sisters of God died.

Has everyone forgotten the day she died?

The day, where two anguished souls blew the candles of 13 innocents.

Then blew out their own?

On that day, we remember a Martyr.

Who's name is Rachel Scott.

My sister stood up for what she believed in.

My sister died for what she believed in.

Let us not forget.

Lest, we allow History to repeat itself.

Weight of a Soldier's Blood.

Sharp pains rip through my body.

My ears are ringing.

My comrades.... Their screams of agony.... I can no longer hear.

My vision.... Everything is turning red.


Everything is so.... Cold
I can see my entire life passing before my eyes.

The light....

It's so warm.

The sound of a child's laughter....

My love and daughter... I can see them now.

Beckoning me to come

The soldier reaches for the light and his loved ones....

His strength gives and can no longer raise his hand.

And with the last of his breath he whispers....

Jessica..... Madison.....

I am comming home.........

The young soldier's hearts slowly stops beatings. One minuscule pulse at a time.

The young man's body lies in the battle field.

Eyes open gazing into the dark sky....

For My Dear Readers

Forgive me for the depressing entries! T.T

Bear with me, I am making an effort to put together another "epic" tale to share with you all!

:D

I've just been lacking the motivation to write them. ^-^;

But be patient! All will come in due time... ^-^

For My Dear, pt. II The Conceived Sorrow

"No one has ever said the things you say to me."
"I like how you say your words, they're magical."

Were words that came out of your mouth, while tears run down your cheeks.

I am your angel.

I will hold you when you are in need.

I will listen when you need audience.

I will guard you when you are in danger.

My mind mourns,"Tell me you love me. Tell me you love me..."

It is all I ask.

I want to fall asleep in the innocent gentleness of your tears.

I want to fall asleep in your arms.

I want to know what it is like to love.

Alas our love cannot be.

Because your heart longs for another.

To know this, makes my heart sting, because everyday I see you.

To know this, makes my body cold, because there is no one to hold it.

To know this, makes my soul bleed, because the sound of your beautiful voice, cuts deep.

Oh how I wish to sleep the eternal sleep, to never awaken unto such a lonely world.

For My Dear

Recently, I've contemplating on love. Thinking about it hurts. Am I going through a phase or does my soul thirst for a mate?



So I think of the songs, the songs I want to write just for you.

But you are beyond my grasp.... Beyond my Grasp.

As I run my hands across the strings of this guitar, I think of your hair.

Everyday I hold myself for the warmth and tenderness.

It reminds me of how you used to hold me.

I now wear a mask. So you cannot see my true face and emotions.

This mask now burdens me.

For it has become a part of me.

I am a two-face.

I lure many into my circle of love and trust.

As I show my true face....

They all remember me not.

So they escape my web and leave me alone to wither in the dark oblivion of called Loneliness.